How to Stay Loving Through Six Years of Nothing Working

For six years, I kept my website running. No sales. Not one. Bills stacking up like accusations. Living in my mom's house at 41, building what I knew was genius while everyone else saw delusion.

This isn't a success story with a tidy ending. This is the unglamorous truth of what it takes to maintain unconditional love when reality gives you zero external validation. When your bank account says you're worthless and your circumstances seem to agree.

How do you stay loving toward yourself when the numbers scream that you should quit? How do you maintain tenderness for your vision when the market is silent? How do you love the process when the process produces nothing you can hold or spend?

This is the curriculum no one teaches: loving yourself through measurable, observable failure. Not loving yourself despite failure, but loving yourself through it - letting the failure become part of the love itself.

Because if humanity is going to survive what's coming, we need to know how to maintain love when all external measures of success disappear. This is that training ground. This is how you stay human when the system says you shouldn't exist.